Best in beauty

This is a selfhype rendition

It was my birthday a couple of weeks back and I realised that I actually love myself more than I let on. So I'm doing this as a special dedication to the finest girl I've ever set my eyes on out there.

Here's a note to myself, filled with words that I'd love to hear from time to time. Words I hope I believe when I tell myself, especially on the bad days. 

I miss having a full length mirror here. You can imagine how frustrating it is to have this full package and not be able to stare at it when I walk out of the shower every morning. I went through my gallery earlier today and didn't know when I exclaimed "Omooooo". I'm hella fine and I'm not even capping.

If I were a guy, I'd woo myself. Heck, if I were another female, I'd spend a lot of time wondering what my skin care routine is. The beauty routine. And I won't even realise when I'd be like "Girllllll, you're fine af. I want to be under your skin."

The best part is that there's no routine. All I do is drink water and mind my business while imagining my life as an independent trophy woman. I deserve all the luxury trips and expensive items on the planet. 

Rihanna is my idol and as much as I could worship her, even I know she doesn't stand a chance beside me. Best in fine girl. Best in body positivity. Best in mesmerizing smile. Best in being a baby girl. Best in deserving of enjoyment. I understand the attention, because why notttttt? Even I get distracted by the amount of glow that I radiate.

I know I'm a peng thing, so when someone says "Mo'Jibola, you look good?" I want to tell them, "Are you just noticing?" 

So here I am, reciting to myself this sugar blend of lines I found on Twitter,

"Another hot afternoon, dressed to arrest and kill,dripping from head to toe, haters wanting my beauty to fade but they can’t prevail, bills ear and dear but I stay fresh. Men & women crushing left & right but I stay focused; can’t be distracted."

It's okay to get carnal minded from time to time. It's in fact, very okay to be obsessed with my own appearance. I know I'm a whole spec and the best in being an imperfect perfect sweetie. 

So no matter how awful my last week ended, I know I have myself and that's all I need. This sugar sweet lovely human with the best of everything I ever wanted. I'm on that path to getting it all together and how lovely is it that I know never to give up.

-From mine to mines♥️

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